9:17 PM
Monday, May 28, 2012
we're getting oldddd
its the stage where we love to look at past pictures
and fond memoirs, and tell ourselves
it really is all worth it. and we wouldnt have changed a thing.
glad to have my family and friends and (b)friend
with me thru the years.
now, get back and live my life alrrrr!
>:\
when i see lotus flowers on telev,
it reminds me of the days in baliii
when we were young wild and freee.
gud times,
wish i still had that spirit in me
cause now, its just staying in my
gravity pulling bed, having a huge appetite anytime,
and so so money-minded.
i forgot how it is like to follow the winds
and go free.
cant wait for tioman and diving,
hopefully it will knock some sense into me.
4:30 AM
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
2 wks of chionging
and not getting any returns suckkks
tahan awhile moreeeeee
:-3
just had padi open water theory session today
finally doing smthg abt it
W my cousin somemore
Yay it'll be funnnnnn!
First times are always fun!
2:07 AM
Sunday, May 20, 2012
weekends are like weekdays
never enuff sleep
blading's 20th session is this friday
so after that, i start getting paiddd!!!
on another note i had a ball of fun w my hamburgirls last night at minds cafe
the usual topics the usual kok things we do la! Hearts hearts hearts!!!
Marcus told me he has a giffy in the most funny way. we were at a family dinner at regent, and then since we havnt been talking, he just look at me and suddenly say, eh i got giffy leh. Fullstop. Then i just burst out laughing.
The funny thing was i started sweating even though that wasnt even abt me. And i felt uncomfortable since we havnt been talking for so long.
Haiz we grew up too fast.
I think we're drifting and even more so now that u have someone to love and share problems with. Haha seriously,as an overprotective proud sissy, i dun know to feel happy or sad. No offence its only natural. Omg why am i sounding like you're getting married. Anywayz, i cannot be the selfish sister that wants to take control and wants your attention. Time to let go la. Slowly, anyway its alr happening ever since the cold war. wdv.
Thanks pawat for being there for me! Hahah! Although u alr reach yr limit
You are my bestest friend foreverxxx!
Ohwell i need so getting used to.
2:51 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
long day
really really really long day.
longer days next week
cant wait for the 20 sessions to be done
and officially start workin'
stop comparing jos. stop.
when you grow up,
you will start to realize more things
in life that is more important than friends
and materialxxx.
1:59 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2012
absence does not make the heart grow fonder
absence makes it easier not to kiss and make up.
in this case, pull out the white flag.
wdvz.
just came back from my class chalet,
relatively fun haha, loved balderdash
and chillin with em'
yay to first tuition job this morning
i thought the parent will interrogate me with
nouns and verbs and adjectives and pronoun or smthg
thank goshhhh.
enchantik in progresss pls support yo
3:56 AM
Friday, May 04, 2012
*stretches*( and a smirk)
everyday is gettin' better
found a private tutoring job
in the midst of finding more
(bukitbatok kid plsplspls lemme teach you)
joined 'skate with us'
as a skates facilitator/instructor
just started today for the whole day
boy am i exhausted and happy
cant wait to quickly breeze thru the 20 unpaid
sessions before i start gettin paid..
today i got chucked to sit behind the van alone
with the stinkin as hell skates and the knee elbow guards
and helmets. it was a wondrous experience lemme tell you.
wondrous!
:)
currently crazy trying to find more jobs to earn
more cash, even though i can just about manage
without it and survive on my dad's allowance
with no leftover at the end of the month.
other than zakaria, the rest of my girl friends are
working and earning their own hard earned
money by themselves.
and i see that they manage to use their own! savings to go on holidays
bali aussie japan...
buying things using their own money.
when we go out,
they spend without being as frugal as me. being the cheapsk8 i alr am haha.
they go, oh! lets do this lets do that, money isnt much of a problem.
it must feel good working hard and getting rewarded and spending it.
thats how i see it though. ahh the life ;)
while i still have 2 good ol years before i get my degree
and having to scrimp and save every now and then.
i cannot wait to start working and earning my own money
and going on holidays every now and then. paid by myself.
america, i cant wait to conquer you.
and then again, why so materialistic bitch!
life. hehe